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Scared

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 17, 2007, 4:40 PM
I'm scared to let you close
For fear that you may see
I'm not the kind of person
That you thought me to be

I'm scared I'll let you down
I fear that i won't be
The girl you desire
The girl you think it me

I'm scared to disappoint
I fear I can't perform
The way you think I should
The way I have before.

  • Mood: Fear

"What If I'm Right"

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 3, 2007, 2:30 AM
"What If I'm Right"

You'll take me on a journey
And be there till the end
It won't be an uphill struggle
On you I can depend

You promised me a dream home
With roses round the door
You'll cover me in diamonds
There's nothing I want more
And
You'll be strong
And you'll turn me on
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
You'll be true and be faithful too
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
What if I'm right?

'cos if the rain starts falling
You'll protect me with your coat
And you'll always tape the football
And let me watch my soap

You'll always be as handsome
And your weight will never gain
And when I give birth to our children
I will feel no pain
And
You'll bring me flowers
And you'll run me showers
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
You'll say I'm thin and bring the washing in
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
What if I'm right?

You'll always keep the magic
The tender love and care
And when you need to change the light bulb
You wont hand me the chair
And when we're tired of the city
And we find a country home
You'll sell your vinyl records
And go get us a loan

You'll be my sympathetic lover
And won't steal the covers
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
You won't forsake me
Your mother won't hate me
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
You'll be strong
And you'll turn me on
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
You'll be true
And be faithful too
But I've got my doubts and what if I'm right?
What if I'm right?

  • Mood: Confused

...

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 6, 2006, 3:42 PM
"Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me."

  • Mood: Confused

To the good times....

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 28, 2006, 12:58 AM
"you was amazing
and we did amazing things
and I wouldn’t change it
cause we were amazing things

and I really didn’t want that push today
no I really didn’t want to end this way
but the things that seem to bind us
are the things we put behind us on this day"

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Every one bad mouth you.
  • Eating: Salt and vinegar chips
  • Drinking: tequila if i had some..

Isnt it funny....

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 3, 2006, 12:53 AM
Isn't it funny how people never say what they mean?
All these contracts, so detailed to cover every possible aspect that they could be faultered on. Terms and Conditions, which render everybody void to enter, or join. Disclaimers, so that no one can be blamed for what they think or say, no one can be held accountable, no one can be vulnerable.
Isn't it funny how no one ever means what they say?